Miserable Enough

Must make effort to do Must have the dicipline to do the following –

z – go to class – my own always – without fail

x – go as often as possible to observe Strassberg’s other private classes

g – never miss actor’s studio sessions

v – work whenever possible – on class assignments – and always keep working on the acting exercises

u – start attending Clurman lectures – also Lee Strassberg’s directors lectures at theater wing – enquire about both

l – keep looking around me – only much more so – observing – but not only myself but others and everything – take things (it) for what they (it’s) are worth

y – must make strong effort to work on current problems and phobias that out of my past has arisen – making much much much more more more more more effort in my analisis. And be there always on time – no excuses for being ever late.

w – if possible – take at least one class at university – in literature –

o – follow RCA thing through.

p – try to find someone to take dancing from – body work (creative)

t – take care of my instrument – personally & bodily (exercise)

try to enjoy myself when I can – I’ll be miserable enough as it is.

From: Fragments: Poems, Intimate Notes, Letters by Marilyn Monroe, Stanley Buchthal (Editor), Bernard Comment (Editor)

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2 thoughts on “Miserable Enough

  1. Jesus, this looks familiar.
    MUST be better, better, better, perfect.
    (Oh, and by the way, “try” to enjoy myself, “if I can.”)
    She died trying. Maybe better to not try so hard?

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